RP starter: who to choose? (It can scroll down)

Germany or Holy Rome? Holy Rome or Germany? A simple question that is hard to answer. They both hold a half of my heart and it's tearing me apart. I must choose one but which one? I could flip a coin but will that fate be right for me? For them? My head is in pain from the excessive thinking. My eyes are in pain from crying. I wish I didn't have to choose. I love them both but I'm only able to have one.

Germany or Holy Rome?
Holy Rome or Germany?
A simple question that is hard to answer.

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You saw Italy sitting on a park bench, clearly lost in thought as he swung his legs and stared at the ground. He merely nodded to acknowledge that you had called his name. This wasn't like him of course and you wondered if something was troubling him.

What do you do?

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